I think everyone knows just how stressful the last few weeks have been. For some of us there has even been real battles with anxiety.

I’ve found myself with more anxiety and borderline panic attacks when going shoppping and just generally worrying.

I’ve used Facebook a lot less just to try and get away from all the posts about the virus and what to do or not do. But I also need something positive to do so I’m consciously reminding myself of all I have to be thankful for. And when you think about it we have a big list.

First, and of course this sounds so clichéd, is that I have Jesus. The truth is though that without Him I would 100% for sure be an absolute basket case by this time. I’m so thankful I can read the Bible and pray. I’ll admit there’s been times that all I could say was “Lord, help” over and over, but He did because He’s faithful.

Second, I’m beyond thankful for my children. The older ones are fairly level headed about what’s going on, and the younger ones are more or less unconcerned because they don’t understand all the ramifications.

Third, I’m thankful for modern technology. Because of modern technology I was able to video chat with my sister yesterday after feeling anxious that the border between Canada and the US is closed to all non-essential travel. I needed the reassurance that I can still see and hear my sister. We were also able to watch our church’s morning service through livestream. Yesterday I took part in a virtual scrapbook party which was relaxing. Of course, there’s all the friends I can communicate with who live far away because of text messaging.

Fourth, I’m thankful for our church and our pastor’s calm approach dealing with the virus and it’s implications for worship services. We had to choose either Sunday morning or evening for church. Am I sad I can’t go to both? Honestly, yes. Am I happy I at least get to go to church? YES! I realize that may change in the future, but for now I’m rejoicing in being able to go to church and fellowship with Christian friends.

Fifth, I’m thankful that we are all healthy (so far) and have our physical needs provided for. We lack nothing. God is good. We might have to line up to get into the store, but I’m thankful that I know there will be food in the store I can buy. Have I had to make substitutes? Yes, but that’s ok. It makes life a little more adventurous.

Sixth, I’m thankful for our cat. Life has not changed for her. She’s still her sweet, adorable self who sometimes goes to her dark side and rips around the house like her tail is on fire making us laugh at her antics. At night, though, when the younger boys are in bed, and I’m sitting quietly she gets in my lap all soft and purry and I get some sweet petting time in.

Seventh, I’m thankful that I’m already a homeschool mom so I don’t have to stress about figuring out what to do with my children. Knowing my personality I’d be stressing about not doing it right and being a perfect teacher. Almost twenty years into homeschooling I realize there’s no such thing as a perfect teacher. There is just a mom trying to do her best.

I could go on and on mentioning the books I can borrow digitally from the library, the free four-week subscription to “Adventures in Odyssey” that my boys are enjoying, my piano, the great Christian music CDs we own, Spotify for more great music, being able to sew and scrapbook, Legos, warmer weather and longer days with more sunshine.

I think you get the picture. I feel happier just writing this post. What is bringing you happiness these days?